so you can't see me sleep

naked_at_night @ 2005-09-12T16:55:00

2005-09-12T15:47:42Z

hahaha. i havent actually been on lj in like a million years. But here i am.

ive been out of the random quiz posting loop for so long. Im gonna find one and post it soon.

love pete

P.S. will someone remind me to post a quiz

it's getting harder just to say the right things

2005-08-04T13:22:44Z

Yes, it has happened, today the world voted unswayingly that i AM the greatest person in existance.

so...

wots new bitches?

gee me comments on all your lives and stories.

Tonight heading into toon for Hart bday, going to the pub, im not going drink too much cos i need to get up early tomorrow for a band meet.

*sigh*

saw amie last night :) was good.

seen her a lot these past few weeks so thats ssssoooo good cos during the exams and studying n stuff didnt see her as much as i wld hav liked.

Exam results on Tuesday, i am actually shitting myself, i lay awake last night thinking, in terror, about it. Eep :(

well ive taken enuff of all your good time, cheerio

xxxxxx

naked_at_night @ 2005-07-28T19:23:00

2005-07-28T18:16:57Z

what would you say if i asked you not to go?

2005-07-07T12:03:55Z

hey

i reeeeeaaaaaaallllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy miss Amie... :( damn you Florida!!!

yeh so dammit and such...

nothing much has happened recently...

Monday: Mac D was late in coming round. When he and James finally showed up we played Mario Kart 64 then went up tp Andy's. Morri left early cos he had to go work. Me and Andy ate an apple pie. The we all nipped over to Carolside and played wallie then got bored and sat and bantered. We went home. Then James, Andy, Lor, Robyn and Ross came round. We watched Batman and then me and james and Andy had a debate about politics.

Tuesday: Had to go in and work in Menswear to cover someones shift. Possibly the most boring shift of my life.....James came round at night and we got hammered and watch Saw then watched 5 hours of Scrubs and i stopped drinking at 6am.

Wed: Met Lor and me her and James nipped up tae Mac D's where we were met by Andy, Morri and Mac D. Took photos, got them developed, one of or's boobs (ask me and i'll gee you a copy) then returned to Mac D's
At night Lor and me came back to minbe and i had my dinner. Then i got two txt from Mac D and James saying they couldn't come round so it was just me and Lor so we bantered, smoked and watched Saw again.

Today: doing fuck all, James will probably come round tonight.

x.

naked_at_night @ 2005-06-26T16:32:00

2005-06-26T15:30:34Z

MY god, Peter updating???!!! yep....

hey...

so...Friday...FFAF...dingied 5th period, went home, met up with Lor, Roybn, Ross, Jen and Sam.

Had a half bottle. Smashed....went to the train, met everyone in central...sobered up for bands

MET BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE

apparently did things i didnt amie!! :P

Sat, bought "City of Evil" - Avenged Sevenfold and "shadows are security" - as i lay dying, Finhc's new album "hello Sunshine" and the new FFAF album for James bday.

Worked.

Went to Amies with her and all her mates.
Today i worked.

Love. x

P.S. I wish he would just fuck off, really. I'm starting to get so annoyed. It makes me uncomfortable.

x

Yeh, so im back from dowload, and it fucking rocked

2005-06-13T19:34:41Z

Before i talk about it, i'll describe the bands i saw (in no order):

FRIDAY:

Wednesday 13 (some of) - 6/10 not bad
InMe - 9/10 - they actually suprised everyone, so good
Underoath - 7/10 - pretty good
The Bled - 7/10 Good
Garbage (some) - 7/10 - not bad
Feeder (some) - 6/10 - okay

SATURDAY:

TriVium - 10/10 - one of the best of the weekend
The Dwarves - 5/10 - quite funny, the guitarist played naked
Mad capsule Markets - 9/10 - amazing
A - 7/10 - far better than expected, nice surprise
Everytime I Die - 6/10 - okay, songs sounded much the same tho
Unearth - 9/10 - really good, the pits were intense
Lamb Of God 9/10 - awesome, created a massive circle pit that engulfed most of the second stage
Anthrax (some) - 4/10 - really unimpressed with them
Bullet For My Valentine - 9/10 - fucking amazing
BLACK SABBATH - Ozzy/10 - It's Sabbath man, origional line up, in the crowd with like 50,000 others, words cannot say...

SUNDAY:

Gizmachi - 3/10 - really shit
As i Lay Dying - 10/10 - some show man, the new stuff is awesome
Papa Roach - 9/10 - drew a surprising crowd, sounded awesome
Killswitch Engage - 9/10 - so funny and brillaint
Nightwish (some)- 6/10 - ok, they were 30 mins late tho
Lacuna Coil - 3/10 - utter shite
FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND - 10/10 - they were the secret act but it wasn't kept hidden well hah. cant wait to see them on the 24th.
SLIPKNOT - 8/10 - put on a good show, a slight let down, also the Clown wasn't there cos of family problems
SYSTEM OF A DOWN - 9/10 - actually so good, sounded really good, funny comment, and Serj Tankan playing guitar :O even on Ariels.

Well that was the bands, Thursday night we had a straight 8 hour drinking and drugs session and i was utterly fucked. Friday night (after bands) got fucked on Vodka. Saturday night (after Sabbath) got the most fucked of the weekend. It was so good, drugs everywhere, EVERYONE got sold, everyone was friendly, had some good parties.

xx

naked_at_night @ 2005-06-05T20:15:00

2005-06-05T19:09:57Z

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

haha im the complete opposite of that, or am i? you decide, comment please.

xx

naked_at_night @ 2005-06-05T16:41:00

2005-06-05T16:26:46Z

Section One: Basics
1. Name(full) : Peter Armstrong Aitchison
2. Nickname(s): Pete, P - Unit, Pete-weety (Mac D obv) or P (Mac D)
3. Birthday: 26/03/88
4. That makes you: 17
5. Where were you born: Glasgow
6. Location right now: My dad's "study"
7. Shoe size: 11
8. How many piercings?: 1
9. Tattoos?: 0
10. When you wake up youre: grumpy
11. When your about to sleep you're: ignorant
12. Zodiac sign: Aries
13. Chinese sign: who cares
14. Righty or Lefty: Righty
15. Innie or Outie: Innie
16. School: Willy wood

Section Two: Looks
17. Nationality: scottish/dutch/canadian
18. Hair color: Current: Purple, Natural: Ginge
19. Eye color: blue
20. Piercings/tattoos: 1 piercing
21. Height: 5'9
22. Braces?: nope
23. Glasses?: nope

Section Three: Private Life
24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend?: yes
25. If so, who?: Amie
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone?:
27. Who has a crush on you?: no one
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?: never
29. Who was your first kiss: not saying
30. Who was your last: last kiss?? Amie
31. Are you a virgin?: yep
32. Ever had a threesome before?: nope, sadly :P
33. If you could have sex with anyone, who would that be?: no comment
34. Have you ever been in love?: yep
35. Broken any hearts?: no one would care that much to be broken hearted
36. Got your heart broken?: yes
37. Ever liked a friend?: yes
38. What happened?: doesnt matter

Section Four: Past Relationships
39. How many relationships have you been in: too many
40. How many were serious enough to count: 4
41. Who were those serious ones: Fiona, Lisa (sorta), Yvonne, and now Amie :)
42. Funnest hook-ups: huh
43. What made them different:
44. What happened:
45. Best boy/girlfriend:
46. Worst boy/girlfriend:
47. Ever been kissed: yep
48. Who do you want back:
49. Who do you regret:
5o. Why:

Section Five: Favourites
51. Song: autumns monologue - FATA, This Year's Most Open Heartbreak - FFAF, Vermillion pt 2 - Slipknot, Get Fighted - ALexisonfire and lots of others
52. Movie: Battle Royales 1 and 2
53. Food: pizza, cajan chicken or just any chicken
54. Drink: Frosty Jacks cider, coke
55. Store: lots
56. Television show: Family Guy
57. Holiday: dont care
58. Book: To Kill A Mocking Bird - Harper Lee
59. Ice cream: wotever
60. Sweets: dont care
61. Crisps: Tai Chilli Sensations
62. Type of music: metal, emo, hardcore etc
63. Artist: FFAF
64. Word: clit
65. Time of day: wenever
66. Dressing:
67. Alcoholic drink: Cider
68. Colour(s): Black, red, white
69. Piece of clothing: whatever
70. Character: Peter Griffon
71. Smell: no comment
72. Shampoo: dont care
73. Soap: dont care
74. Smiley: dont care
75. Board game: dont care
76. Sport: dont care
77. Number: 13
78. Quote: "If you spend your life worrying about what others think of you, how can you enjoy yourself"
79. Animal: sharks
80. Actor: dont care
82. Vegetable: dont care
83. Fruit: apples
84. Place to be: wherever
85. Thing in your room: guitars
86. Gum: spearmint extra
87. Shape: dont care
88. Country: Greece
89. Mall:
90. Car: dont care
91. Boys name: David
92. Girls name: Heather, Fiona
93. Family member: Mum
94. Restaurant: Gurfunkals
95. Movie place: where ever
96. Person to go to the movies with: who ever
97. Noise: dont care
98. Brand of shoe: Cons
99. Brand of clothing: dickies
100. Body part of a chicken: ass....what do i care!
101. Swear word: bastard
102. Month: March
103. Possesion: guitar
104. Team: Partick Thistle
105. Season: Autumn
106. Radio station:
107. Magazine: TG or Kerrang or sum shit, mayb even Empire
108. Favorite grade:
109. Least favorite grade:
110. Teacher: Mr Eeles, Mrs Robinson, Mr Head, all true legends
111. Least favorite teacher:
112. Subject: Art
113. Subject to talk about: Sex Ed...

Section Six: Family
114. Whos your mom?: Christine
115. Whos your dad?: Ian
116. Any step-parents?: no
117. Any brothers?: yes Jennifer...ha....
118. Any sisters?: yes Jennifer
119. Most annoying family member: Jennifer
120. Coolest: Me
121. Loudest: Me
122. Best relative: me
123. Worse relative: sister
124. Do you get along with your parents? depends
125. With your siblings? no
126. Does anyone understand you? no, im too emo
127. Do you have any pets?: yes, Jennifer
128. If so, what kind and name? dog
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?:
130. Can I be a part of your family?: no, your not cool enough

Section Seven: School
131. Are you still in school?: yes
132. Did you drop out?: no
133. Your current GPA:
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: buy
135. ABCs?: 123
136. Favorite class: Art
137. Play any sports at school?:
138. Are you popular?: no
139. Favorite memory: too many
140. Most humiliating moment: many
141. Most funniest moment: soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many
142. Most scared moment: dont care, exams, wotever...

Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear
145. Chicken: Mavis
146. Dog: ma
147. Christina Aguilera: dirty
148. Ricky Martin: gay
149. 50 cent: prick
15o. Poop: ...
151. Beach: clear waters
152. Desert: sand
153. Water: wet
154. Osama Bin Ladin: turban
155. Love: Amie
156. Your little brother or sister: Netherlee Chain Saw Masacare
157. Butt: head
158. Clowns: circus
159. Wonder:
16o. Brown: shit
161. Banana: split
162. Sex: Andy and Carly lol hahahahaha, sorry andy, had to be done
163. Parents: old
164. Homosexuals: ...
165. God: is gay

Section Nine: Do you believe in
166. God: no
167. Heaven: yeh, my bed :P haha...*cough*
168. Devil: no
169. Hell: no
170: Boogy man: sure
171. Closet Monsters: closet gays yes
172. Fortune tellings: no
173. Magic: sure
174. Love at first sight: depends
175. Ghosts: sure
176. Voo-doo dolls: sure
177. Reincarnation: sure
178. Yourself: not particularly

Section Ten: Do you
179. Smoke: in the process of quiting
180. Do drugs: occasionally
181. Drink alcohol: yes, sometimes
182. Cuss: yes
183. Sing in the shower: yes
184. Like school: i like seeing my friends and bantering with them and teachers
185. Want to get married: sure
186. Type with all of your fingers: yes
187. Think youre attractive: no
188. Drink and drive: i cant drive
189. Snore: how would i know?
190. Sleep walk: no
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: sunsets

Section Eleven: Have you ever
192. Flashed someone: yes
193. Gotten so drunk till you threw up everywhere: yes
194. Told that person how you felt: yes
195. Been arrested: no
196. Gone to jail or juve: no
197. Skateboarded: yes, for a couple of years
198. Skinny dipped: mayb
199. Rock climbed: yes
200. Killed someone: no
201. Watched porn: yes
202. Gone on a road trip: no
203. Went out of the country: yes
204. Talked back to an adult: too many times
205. Broken a law: yes
206. Got pulled over: no
208: Cried to get out of trouble: no
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes
210. Kissed a brothers or sisters friend: no
211. Kissed a friends brother or sister: Rebecca lol kidden...
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: i ate it, why would i lt someone else hav it?
213. Moon someone: yes
214. Shop-lifted: no
215. Worked at McDonalds: no
216. Eaten a dog: no
217. Give money to a homeless person: yes
218. Glued your hand to yourself: yes
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: not properly
220. Had a one night stand: no
221. Smoked: yes
222. Done drugs: yes
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: no
224. Slap someone for being stupid: yes
225. Had cyber sex: sorta
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: sometimes
227. Caught someone doing something: yes
228. Played a game that removes clothing: yes, hahah lor, strip spin the bottle and strip jenga!! naked in my room lol
229. Cried during a movie: yes
230. Cried over someone: yes
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: mayb
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: no
233. Ran away from home: yes
234. Cheated on a test: yes

Section Twelve: Would you
235. Bungee jump: yes
236. Sky dive: yes
237. Swim with dolphins: yes
238. Steal a friends bf or gf: no
239. Try to be the opposite sex: no
240. Lie to the police: yes
241. Run from the police: Yes
242. Lie to your parents: Yes
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: no
244. Be an exotic dancer: i am
245. Fuck a donkey for 1, 000, 000: yes

Section Thirteen: Are you
246. Shy: Not really
247. Loud: annoyingly loud
248. Nice: not really
249: Outgoing: sometimes
250: Quiet: depends
251. Mean: too
252. Emotional: can be
253. Sensitive: yes
254. Gay: no
255. Strong: no
256. Weak: yes
257. Caring: yes
258. Dangerous: not particularly
259. Crazy: sometimes
260. Spotaneous: sometimes
261. Funny: not particularly
262. Sweet: no
263. Sharing: can be
264. Responsible: wen i need to be
265. Trustworthy: yes
266. Open-minded: yes
267. Creative: yes
268. Cute: no
269. Slick: no
270. Smart: not really
271. Dumb: not really
272. Evil: can be
273. Ghetto: no
274. Classy: no
275. Photogenic: no
276. Dependable: not on others
277. Greedy: not really
278. Ugly: yes
279. Messy: yes
280. Neat: if i need to be
281. Perverted: no
282. Silly: sometimes
283. A Bitch: no
284. A Good Listener: yes
285. A Fighter: no
286. A Party Animal: sometimes
287. A Game Freak: not really, used to be
288. A Computer Freak: yes

Section Fourteen: Future
289. Dream job: computer scientist
290. Dream house: comfortable
291. Husband/Wife: yes
292. Kids: yes
293. Names: *shrug*
294. Pets: *shrug*
295. Car: hopefully
296. Age you would want to get married: dont care
297. Best Man/Brides Maid: dont know
298. Honeymoon: dont care

Section Fifteen: Your friends
299. Bestfriend(s): James, Mac D, Lor, Andy, Morri, Nick, Hart
300. Known the longest: Adam Wilkie
301. Craziest: me
302. Loudest: me, andy, morri and mac d are equally loud
303. Shyest: James
304. Best hair: James
305. Best eyes: *shrug*
306. Best body: Andy
307. Most Atheletic: Andy
308. Hot-Tempered: me
309. Most impatient: me
310. Shortest: Lor
311. Tallest: Andy
312. Skinniest: me or james
313. Best singer: me i guess
314. Funniest: Andy, Morri and Mac D
315. Can always make you laugh: all of them
316. Wish you talked to more: i talk to much
317. Wish you saw more: Andy but that will change, it has already
318. Who drives you insane after a while:
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: james
320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the next level? no
321. Whose always been there when you need them: all of them
322. Who is like your family:
323. How many friends do you have? close: 7, and loads of just friends
324. How many are really close? 3

Section Sixteen: The last(ish)
325. Thing you ate: aple
326. Thing you drank: coke
327. Thing you wore: work clothes
328. Thing you did: question .327
329. Place you went: work
330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: left ear
331. Person you saw: sister
332. Person you hugged: James
333. Person you kissed: Amie
334. Person you fucked: no one, myself
335. Person you talked to online: Lor
336. Person you talked to on the phone: Nick
337. Song you heard: "Kiss and Make-Up" - FFAF
338. Show you saw: Family Guy
339. Time you fought with your parents: 30 mins ago
340. Time you fought with a friend: ages
341. Words you said: "fuck off"

Section Seventeen: Now
343. What are you eating: nout
344. What are you drinking: nout
345. What are you thinking: amie
346. What are you wearing: nothing much, about to go into the shower
347. What are you doing: this quiz
349. Hair: shit
350. Mood: average
351. Listening to: nout
352. Talking to anyone: no one
353. Watching anything: nothing

Section Eighteen: Yes or No
354. Are you a vegetarian: no
355. Are you a carnivore: yes
356. Are you heterosexual: yes
357. Do you like penguins: yes
358. Do you write poetry: yes/no
359. Do you see stupid people: no
360. You + Me = no
361. Do you like the Osbournes: no
362. Can you see flying pigs: no
363. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
364. Are you from Afghanistan: no
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: no
366. Are you a zombie: yes
367. Am i annoying you: no
368. Do you bite your nails: yes
369. Can you cross your eyes: yes
370. Do you make your bed in the morning: no
371. Have you touched someones private part: haha shoosh

Section Nineteen: This or That
372. Winter or Summer: Winter
373. Spring or Fall: Autumn u tit not fall, bastard americans, mutilating our beautiful language, and whats with your fucking pishy mom, its mum you tit wanks.
374. Shakira or Britney: neither
375. MTV or VH1: MTV
376. Black or White: Black
377. Yellow or Pink: Pink
378. Football or Basketball: Footie
379. Cellphone or Pager: Mobile you tits
380. Pen or Pencil: Pen
381. Cold or Hot: Hot
382. Tattooes or Piercings: both
383. Inside or Outside: either or
384. Weed or Alcohol: Weed
385. Coke or Pepsi: Coke
386. Tape or Glue: Tape
387. McDonalds or In-n-Out: MAc donalds

Section Twenty: Opinions
388. What do you think about classical music: some of its nice
389. About boy bands: they are gay
390. About suicide: dont care
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: arsehole, but hey im one of those people
392. About teen pregnancy: unlucky
393. Where do you think youll be in 10 years: in a guttor
394. Who do you think youll still be friends with in 5 years: everyone
395. About gay men: like other gay men

Section Twenty-One: Random
396. Do you have a website: no
397. Current weather right now: dry and brisk
398. Current time: half 5
399. Any shout outs: your maw
400. Last thoughts: i need my shower now

xx hahah how shit and wot the fuck is question371 all about haha bet Lor wrote this quiz lol :P

bye

naked_at_night @ 2005-06-05T16:31:00

2005-06-05T15:32:58Z

"love, like you've never been hurt and when you dance, dance like no ones watching you.......maybe music isn't really dead, maybe music isn't really dead, maybe we just fucking forgot what it sounded like"

Friday: £10 pic n mix, morri's, ruining morri's pond, soaking him, banter (sex obv), Star Wars, chippy, mine, jam, nick came , morri's string broke, gutted, mucked about.

Saturday: Work, James, Pizza Hut, Mac D came round, booze, andy came round, derby, met wilkie, Family Guy.

Sunday (Today): Work, Pizza, download preparations, now.

Monday: School, 6th year :O, amie at night

Tuesday: School, Download shit.

Wednesday: School, sleep.

Thursday: Up early (5), lift to Buchanan Bus Station for 7, coach at 8, download.

Friday: Bands start. Booze, Weed.

Saturday: Bands, Ozzy, Booze. Weed.

Sunday: Bands, Slipknot, Booze, Weed.

Monday: AFtermath, coach at 12. Home, Sleep.

Tuesday: School, laughing at those who were not a download.

xx

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-31T17:50:00

2005-05-31T16:46:18Z

it's all good, i got my fone back!!

no more exams XD yassssss no more school till Monday !!!

now im away cos i need to change to go see Star Wars :P

bye xx

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-30T14:49:00

2005-05-30T13:55:14Z

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Pete/Peter
Birthday: 26th March 1988
Birthplace: Rutherglen Maternaty which no longer exists
Current Location: my house
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: Natural: Ginger Now: purple (or will be on Wed wen its redyed)
Height: 5"9
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Scottish/bit of Dutch/ bit of Canadian
The Shoes You Wore Today: none so far
Your Weakness: I don't care about much stuff anymore
Your Fears: dying alone
Your Perfect Pizza: The 99p i eat everyday
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: doing well in my highers
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: good stuff
Thoughts First Waking Up: Amie <3
Your Best Physical Feature: none
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: i have no regrets, well not many so i don't miss anything much
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither really
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: L.I.T
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vannila
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
Do you Smoke: it's true
Do you Swear: fuck yes
Do you Sing: badly
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes, and i am
Do you want to go to College: yes, but not college, University
Do you want to get Married: hopefully
Do you belive in yourself: not much
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: not as well as i used to, imso getting kicked out haha
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: guitar and bass, and kinda sing which can be classed as an instrument, i play my vocal chords :D hah.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yea
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: think so
In the past month have you gone on a Date: dont know wot u'd class as a date :S
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: *shrug*
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yes
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no haha, don;t tihnk ANYONES ever sed that *shivers*
Ever been Beaten up: not sure, not in the past month
Ever Shoplifted: nay
How do you want to Die: dramatically so everyone remembers me
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: content
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan, speciafically Tokyo (sp?)

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color: doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: doesn't matter really, longish?
Height: smaller than myself preferably but then again it doesnt really matter if u like them
Weight: doesnt matter
Best Clothing Style: whatever they like to wear

Number of Drugs I have taken: just cannabis
Number of CDs I own: lots
Number of Piercings: 1, ear, left
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not much anymore

xx hah. fun.

Leave NAME, HOUSE NUMBER AND MOBILE AND I'LL SEND U MINE

2005-05-30T13:43:44Z

Remeber to delete your comment so no one you don't want to sees your info, unless u dont care

xx

oh, we'll make waves..

2005-05-30T13:40:33Z

I've come to a conclusion, the next month is going to be hellish. I mean seriously. It's actually really pathetic and sad. Since losing my phone, it's come to my attention how much i really have come to depend on it for so many things. Like i feel "naked" without it, and uneasy. As i said. It's pathetic.

Not only has this thought and subsequential conclusion been planted in my head, it has made me think of the wider issues of this. I'm not trying to go all *English Personal Essay - Think of a personal experience and think of it's wider implications* on your asses. No. I'm just having, what i'll call, some "self realisation". After the Phone Incident, It is starting to become more clear to me, about who I really am. And from stepping back from my body for amoment, i don't particularly like everything i see. I have many flaws that until now have been hidden from me, that untold truth. Not to say i've never noticed any of my flaws, cos saying that would make you a liar. I have, in fact i explain it myself everyday, but even now im shocked at what i have uncovered.

This whole thing gets weirder still. I have seen these flaws but can't actually describe them in words, it's too hard, it's like something i can pin point in my mind but when i go to say it or write it down, it just vanishes until the pen leaves my hand or my mouth closes again. Its fucked. Really fucked.

On a "lighter" note, my parents are refusing to get me a new fone so im going have to waitlike 5 weeks to buy one myself so im technically fonless for the next month. So now i need to get everyones numbers again for my "temp" phone so im gonna make a post right after this and you must leave your Name, House Number, and Mobile number for me, infact send it to me via email or comment and then delete it so no one else reads it. And wen u do that i'll send u my new number.

later.

xx

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-29T16:17:00

2005-05-29T15:13:55Z

ATTENTION!!

I LEFT MY PHONE ON THE BUS. SO DON'T TRY AND CONTACT ME. I HAVE A TEMPORARY NUMBER SO ASK ME IF U WANT TO CONTACT ME AND I'LL GEE U IT.

I HAVE NO MONEY COS IM GOING TO DOWNLOAD SO IM TRYING TO MAKE MY DAD BY ME A NEW ONE. WE'LL SEE WOT HAPPENS.

In this world, only the strong survive

2005-05-24T21:46:00Z

"Brothers and sisters put this record down, take my advice, cos we are bad news, we will leave u high and dry"

Yeh so i now hav a sexy new layout.

Aveneged Sevenfold tomorrow night with Nick.
My cousins boyfriend is working at it so i might get backstage :D

Thursday i got IS then Amie is coming round <3

Friday, it's another 3G night with Lor and Mac D.

xx

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-23T15:40:00

2005-05-23T14:45:03Z

1. James
2. Mac D
3. Andy
4. Morri
5. Nick
6. Hart
7. Amie
8. Jimmy
9. Mavis
10. Lisa
11. Catlin
12. Lor
13. Robyn
14. King
15. Prov
16. Lisa M
17. Porri
18. Daniel
19. Carly
20. Carl

Who is #8 going out with?: dont know
Is #9 a boy or a girl?: Boy
Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple?: Haha yeh
How about #18 and #4?: eh....personality clash lol
What grade is #17 in?: 5th/6th year
When was the last time you talked to #12?: today, on MSN
What is #6's favorite band?: Metallica
Does #1 have any siblings?: yeh, sister
Would you ever date #3?: lol aye ;)
Would you ever date #7?: Haha, i am <3
is #16 single?: well she got i thing with James
What's #5's middle name?: alexander
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?: haha 14 wishes
What school does #20 go to?: None anymore
Tell me a random fact about #11: She has two brothers, one called Danny and th other called Andy
And #1: Loves anyone in a corset
And #3: Plays rugby
Have you ever had a crush on #16?: yeh, i went out with her like ages ago.

Where does #9 live?: Willywood
Whats #4s favourite colour: Purple or black
Would you makeout with #14?: he not my type
Are #5 & #6 best friends?: nah good friends
Does #10 like #20?: yes?
Does #8 like #19?: dont think they talk much
How did you meet #15?: cant remember, Nick prob had sumthing to do with it.
Does #10 have any pets?: eh? dont know
Is #12 older than you?: No
Have you ever given #13 a hug?: Yes
Is #17 the sexiest person alive?: Oh yeh, Pimp Master P in da club!!! :P

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-20T23:36:00

2005-05-20T22:32:44Z

Tear in eye....

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...
and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and
once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears
streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you
forever. I WILL to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you
walked away...I'd die...

"A good friend will not come bail you out of jail....
But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying
... WE screwed up! But Damn that was fun!

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-20T18:18:00

2005-05-20T17:13:32Z

Your #1 Match: ESFP

The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #2 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #3 Match: ESTP

The Doer

You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second.
You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown.
Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor.
You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you.

You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur.

What's Your Personality Type?

THOSE WHO RUN WILL BE BURNED

2005-05-20T17:06:47Z

god i fucking love TriVium, cant wait to see them at Download ..... well did maths today, was ok...

Tonight: Morri is coming round and we're kicking the band into gear for real, and im happy cos i finally cracked the code and fixed my vocals on our track, which is always a good thing..hah.

Well enjoy your evenings my friends.

x

hey morri wink wink haha...

2005-05-19T11:38:51Z

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Morri is your soulmate.

You truly love Amie.

You consider Mave your true friend.

You know that Lauren is always thinking of you.

You'll remember James for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Mac D is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Robyn is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Nick is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Nick changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Hart is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Hart has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

man im bored

2005-05-19T11:34:05Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-19T12:32:00

2005-05-19T11:27:50Z

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 60%

Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 40%

Pride: 40%

Sloth: 20%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%

You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood.

How Sinful Are You?

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-18T12:15:00

2005-05-18T11:10:05Z

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-17T13:14:00

2005-05-17T12:09:21Z

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal

yeh do this.

x

naked_at_night @ 2005-05-16T10:31:00

2005-05-16T09:30:04Z

i woke up this morning and just felt...upset, not like ill but just really bad. I mean, wot do i hav to feel bad about? my life is good, i live in a good house, eat good food, go to a good school, hav great friends, an amazing girlfriend but yet i feel like this? it's fucked man...

jesus. I miss her so much. Really. *sigh* :( .........................

...........................

............*sigh*................

xx